Have I ever told you
that if I sit really still and silent
sometimes. I like to think
I can hear your heart beating
?in time with mine
Have I ever told you
that when I watch you speak to me
through lines and cords
and bytes and ram
I imagine your voice,
?whispering into my ear
Have I ever told you
that I wait out each day
in anticipation, wanting
only an hour or two
just a second in space and time
?to feel close to you
Have I ever told you
that there has been times
when I ached for you
ached for you so badly
that the emotions overwhelmed me
?and so I sat and cried
Have I ever told you
that sometimes
I will reach out
touching your name
on this cold screen before me
wishing I could reach in
?and pull you to me
Have I ever told you
that after the first time I heard
the sound of your voice
thousands of miles away
I sat up all night
turning the conversation over and over
in my mind
examining it
?like some newly discovered species of flower
Have I ever told you
that I would give everything up
just for one night
to be able to lay near you
to feel your chest rise and fall
with each breath you take
just to know that you are real
Have I ever told you
that I dream of you often
I dream of you reaching out
and touching my hand
simply to let me know
that you are there
?and everything is okay
Have I ever told you
have I still yet to tell you
?that I love you
?where u r my dream guy
sara
Have I Ever 
